it's official.

so, after a lousy day with a horrible presentation and the lack of sleep... a letter really lifted my spirit. that letter was a confirmation of my enrollment into siena school along with the address where i will be staying at. :) after getting the letter, i couldn't resist hogging the computer in resident advisor's office away from joe gallagher during his shift and browsed through the satellite map of siena to see where i'll be staying, my school, and the center with tons of shoppes and restaurants.

 after taking a superficial glimpse of the city that will be my home for the next semester- i became even more nervous and somehow nausea at the idea of starting a chapter in a new place... once again. i should be used to the routine of moving around a lot, but, i want to settle down for a while though. trying to find my way around in the city is something i look forward to and hope to find many small unnoticeable shoppes, unusual locations and quiet place with beautiful nature to me to appreciate.

i was tossing and turning in my bed all the night long last night with so many thoughts processing in my mind. i keep thinking about how much i have to do yet with so little time during the winter break. and brainstorming so many new ideas for my artworks. a month and half off from school seems to be long, but it became short quickly as i start to plan the visitations to see some friends before i go. i was almost tempted to visit the beautiful state of minnesota and experience its horrifying and yet beautiful winter there (i've heard its like a magical winter wonderland), but it wouldn't be financially wise.

            ....someday, minnesota, i'll be back.


next thing on my agenda for this trip: is to get a visa for my trip. i will do that next week, as soon as i'm done with all of my presentations, papers and finals.

    hooray for the final weeks. blah.



am i really ready to let things go and allow myself to soar higher and higher?


                      ...i think i am. :)